Things that make you go ---HMMM

Contemplating why I never write on my blg--
Oh yes--I never take pictures--It takes me too much time to edit my terrible typing... I type something and then it doesn't post--and gets lost in cyberspace for all eternity--OH Yeah--and I am Grumpy.

For no good reason--other than cabin fever--I have just been irritable. I suppose it is from lack of sleep --or having four boys in the house for days on end--

I do know this though--something has got to give-I am too young to give up my sanity --so I think it is going to be homeschooling.

I am finding that the hours I devote to my childrens education process could be better spent curing Squish of his separation anxiety, cleaning my kitchen floor, catchign up on the sleep I missed the night before, paying bills, and those are just the necessary things. I would love to blog more, finish decorating my house, check my animals more often, bake real food, sort photos and get them organized, make some belly dancing costumes--heck just have time to belly dance--

Oh on the plus side though I have decided to carve out some time for me and go back to belly dancing class. It's only one night a week and I would only be gone for a couple hours. I love belly dancing--It's competitive in a wierd way..and it's also relaxing--the only other "sport" i can really compare it to is long distance running. It has a very meditative effect on me thought and I like it.

So before i mess up this post I am going to publish --and then go take aquick nap while the baby is down --For the fifth night in a row squish has woke up with night terrors--and then a half hour later he is back asleep--but my nerves are fried and sleep eludes me til the sun comes up --ugh!!
Okay enough complaining for one session--it's not anybodies fault but my own that I ahve so many kids--lol